I'm feeling extremely discouraged today.... feels like everything is falling apart at the worst time possible. Broken refrigerator, broken bicycle tires, $180 to my name with a $30 overdrawn bank account. My lot rent for my RV is overdue, my shed payment is overdue, my insurance is due in a few weeks. I've been filling out applications on and off (I say this because it seems as though the jobs I qualify for typically come ind go in phases around here) for 7 years now (4 years in this area) and haven't gotten anything in all that time. This last job I had was with a landscape contractor that was also a (boy)friend and I really didn't make hardly anything since it was by the job. But, he is sick and can no longer work so he's gone back home to his wife (she's a b***h so she deserves that....lol).
Most of the jobs are down in Anderson which is 1/4 tank of gas (round trip) so I'm apprehensive about wasting the gas driving down there when I have no idea if I will be hired. There are a few places currently hiring closer to home now but with my past experience over the last few years it makes me feel incredibly anxious.