Mmmmm
Maybe it's due to a big health scare, or maybe I've done my mid-life crisis, or maybe I've just succumbed to my lot, but at last I am becoming at peace with myself, my life, my family and my limitations... and it's starting to feel good, but sometimes you have to experience some shoot before you start to realise how good some things are.
I've always carried with me line of cod-wisdom from a surfing article I read over 30 odd years ago. It was an article about a guy surfing in some part of Oz where the waves were unspectacular, but nicely formed and consistent, but he longed for Hawaii or S. Africa's big swells, and then he said wisely "if you can't get what you want from surfing in your own back yard, you'll not get it in anybody elses" and I truly believe that life is much the same. Happiness and contentment comes from within and how you look out on the world outside. Keep your face to the sun and you'll never see the shadows. Have a nice evening.