I've been cycling for under a week.
I bought my first bike (since I was a young lad anyway) on Thursday and since then have been out every day on it building my confidence up, getting my balance and so forth. I have ridden to and from work on Friday, Satuday and today. The route takes me through my council estate, onto a road, then to work.
I ride on average at about 7-8mph according to the little computer I have on the bike. I spent just over a week reading threads on this very forum prior to making my purchase, trying to gain an understanding of what the cycling community it like generally, as well as ask for some advice and tips, and generally involve myself. Through reading the commuting forum, I quickly realised that road cycling seems absolutely terrifying. I watched videos of youtubes people posted, read horror stories and so forth. It almost put me off cycling if I'm being honest... almost.
When I ride, I mostly ride on the pavement. apart from one leg of my journey where I do go out onto the road for about 5-10 minutes, then, when I turn at a junction of a much busier road, I go back on the path. Why? Because I have never cycled before, and I don't have the awareness of the road that comes from being a motorist. When I am riding, I am trying to take in a lot of things that aren't coming naturally to me yet and frankly, I'm scared to be on a busy road. My logic being that I am gradually building up to doing my whole journey on the road, but until I build up my awareness, and my confidence, I'm going to keep going the way I am, and certainly do not think I am in some sort of position whereby I owe someone an apology for it. I want to cycle. I'm not good at it. I'm slow. I don't know the road. I am learning. I am building up confidence. I don't want to endanger my life by being an ignorant road user.
When I approach someone from behind on my bike, I let them know that I'm approaching well in advance, and completely expect to go around them. I don't want to inconvenience a single soul. I always give a friendly "thanks mate" when I pass, and always give a visual indication of my intentions to go around pedestrians walking towards me. Again, offering thanks or apologies as I pass. From some of the post's, especially earlier on. My lack of confidence, and desire to build up my proficiency gradually makes me some sort of street thug, or peanut, and requires me to be hit with umbrellas.
Early posts also indicate that since I am not frequently on the road, I should not be cycling at all. Is this the ultimatum? I go out onto the road as an unsafe cyclist or I don't go out at all? I do not accept this. Nor do I accept that I am acting irresponsibly. I feel a little saddened by the judgemental attitudes of some of the users posting on this thread. I do not wish to be patronised by people who do not know my skillset, confidence levels, cycling ability, road knowledge/awareness or anything else by saying "just get on the road!" or "you'll only learn by getting stuck in and doing it."
I don't hold this opinion. I think a frightened, unaware cyclist on the road will put lives at risk much, much more so than a humble lad trying to better himself by building himself up gradually. And if that means I have to offer my thanks to pedestrians a little more, then do you forum users trully believe that its not a small sacrifice with a big picture in mind?
I think a lot of people will think I'm taking this personally, I'm not I assure you. I'm just trying to offer some thoughts on the matter. If after reading this you truly believe I have no right to be cycling at all, I would be interested in hearing your thoughts as to why. If not, I'll happily plod along, getting better day by day.