punkypossum
Donut Devil
- Location
- My own little planet...
Help, only a few days to go till Amsterdame and both me and Jane have fallen in the "What the hell have I signed up for? I really don't want to go mind set. It's not just that the ride itself seems absolutely overwhelming now, I just feel completely rushed...still have so many things to do before we go, college work to finish, stuff to sort out, etc. - it all feels like a mad rush... And then as soon as I get back, I have to do it all again (feeling probably absolutely shattered as well...)
At the moment I just want to drop out and sit around doing nothing - including no riding for a few days. I know I'm not going to do that and let myself and all the sponsors down, but at the moment I really wish I could!!!
Can someone motivate me please? Was so looking forward to this, but at the moment it just feels like the worst idea I ever had!
Feel like I haven't had a chance to just chill for absolutely ages...
At the moment I just want to drop out and sit around doing nothing - including no riding for a few days. I know I'm not going to do that and let myself and all the sponsors down, but at the moment I really wish I could!!!
Can someone motivate me please? Was so looking forward to this, but at the moment it just feels like the worst idea I ever had!

Feel like I haven't had a chance to just chill for absolutely ages...
