Very very sorry to hear that MR. I found out a brother of my brother-in-law has pancreatic cancer a few weeks ago, he is only in his fifties. Then 10 days ago the 18 year old boy of another close relative passed away in a traffic accident.
Don't know who first suggested that few if any would think, in their final moment, about the Ferrari/palatial home/flawless diamond etc. they have/don't have, they only think about people they love. Put things in perspective that.