Well a week tomorrow I'm getting some major help, and I'm determined to go through with it. I'm going on a home de-tox course (for drink) and I'm really looking forward to it. The old Kev Elmer will re-appear. It should last about 10 days, plus I get counselling for 6 weeks and other help to source the reasons why I started drinking excessively. This should also help the depression "mellow" as well. Apparently the drugs they put you on can knock you sideways quite a bit, but I'm hoping, if you can bear with me, to do a sort of daily report. I might however be unable to sit in front of the PC ! So, today, I'm gonna get very merry but no pished, next week knock it down as much as I can without the 'iffy' feelings and am looking forward to the Monday.