A troubled and tormented soul.
Yes, he was. In part, for good reason. I've been reading a bit about him and his career as a cyclist. He was troubled by the dictatorial system, and later on in his career when he was winning so many stages way out in front, they asked him to lose a few and hold back because of sponsors. The focus was so much on Pantini, that the sponsor logos on other's jerseys didn't get enough exposure. So for pay back after he didn't pay any mind to their demands, his blood sample was rigged, so some say, and he was suspended. I think I would be rather troubled after all the he had to deal with. He turned to drugs, and eventually it all lead to his untimely death. I felt for his family, and his father wished, after, he had never purchased his first bicycle when he was a boy. Even that misery guts Armstrong had a go at him.