Puts everything into perspective, my own woes are as nothing, I have had 2 operations in just over 3 months but I will recover and am doing.
There are people on here who I will cut a lot of slack because I have met them and can put what they are saying into some kind of context, I have never met you but in my book you can have as much slack as you want. As
@fossyant says, do your yelling and screaming on here, after looking up your condition you are fully entitled to sound off a bit.
Ride when you can, I for one will be watching. Fingers crossed for you.