Thanks Doc, the difficulty I've had with medication before is that they take time to build the necessary chemicals enough to have an effect and that my little episodes of that part of the package normally pass after 24 hours or so. I haven't had an episode lasting more than a week for more than five years now. Recognising what it is and what to do if it lasts longer than usual is what I was saying above with regards to a GP visit, ie 'give me the happy pills now..grrrrr....'
It's a peculiarity of MS that you don't know precisely what is going to happen, you just have to learn what the approaching signs of an attack are. Depression, obsessive behaviour, balance issues, walking into things, dropping things, overall weakness, sleeping 16 to 18 hours a day, short temper, cognitive difficulty, speech difficulty, muscle pain, swallowing difficulty, random aches, burning sensations, motor control. That's my version and I've had about 12 years of it with 5 or 6 'attacks' a year. Luckily once the depression lifts, and it almost feels like a watching a sunrise in your mind, you can feel it going, I'm just left with the frustration part of the rest of the problems, but at that stage you can normally just deal with it or go to sleep and wait for it to pass!
Has anyone else recognised how difficult it is to write proper English and not make it, to invent a word, 'Fnaarrable'?