Got the blues

2 weeks ago got a cold, struggled to shift its effects
Fed up to the back teeth if nothing interesting happening.
Not sleeping well.
Lot of angst at work re our wages, people leaving, company doesn't appear to GAF.
Today...my work desktop failed, it has all my dept documents on it. They cant recover it, I will have to recreate everything, one document at a time. Yes, I know I should have backed up but we work in a tsunami of ever changing priorities, workload and demands...and personally, I find it incredibly difficult to do my job properly.
I have one chance, I may backed up some time ago but pretty sure they were old versions. My fault, I should have known better.
Sometimes, it's a struggle.
