I didn't know those words, but it has been pointed out to me (and I agree) that my problem is that I tend to be strongly '
telic'...
This is actually a
BIG problem for me. For example, I have owned guitars for 55 years but I still cannot play a single song/tune/piece! Most people just pick up their guitar and enjoy the process of learning. Blow enjoyment - I used to draw up elaborate timescales and force myself to stick to them no matter what. I would get so far but inevitably eventually miss a practice session and that was my masterplan ruined. I would give up in disgust and not touch the guitar for a year...
University... a very
TELIC experience! My plan was to get a degree in electronic engineering, so I sat in my flat by myself for 3 years and did just that. Result? I have a BSc in electronic engineering... My memories of being at university? Miscellaneous engineering lectures! I made no friends, I joined no clubs, went to no concerts, avoided the bars. I lived in Manchester/Salford less than a mile from
The Haçienda and I didn't even know that it existed!
That is why I started organising forum rides. Left to my own devices, I would be formulating impossibly hard training plans and forcing myself to do horribly taxing rides in a ridiculous attempt to become an ageing super-athlete. The inevitable failure would probably put me off cycling for good! Meandering about the countryside with friendly people and stopping for cake seems like a much better idea!
