OK here my dream (had it twice now) there I am cycling along this country lane when on my left there`s this high chain link fence and on the other side there my mum, brother, dad and my other brother all waving and smiling at me. They are all standing in the order they died in. Then I come to this gate which is open and there they are again still waving and this time asking me to join them. I`m backing away and shouting `no it`s not my time yet` I normally wake up then still shouting out it`s not my time yet!