Hip Priest
Veteran
I do occasionally. It's a kind of free-floating anxiety with no obvious cause. Once I'm on the road it disppears. Just one of those things.
I rarely commute by bike any longer, because of a change in lifestyle...
But when I did I'd have a couple of days a month when I just bumbled around the house before departure making the silliest excuses for delaying the off.
I've been in the presence of loud bangs aplenty and have had beastly weapons held to my head with menaces... but a 20-mile semi-rural commute in the rain would occasionally set the jitters going.
My wife always knew when I was'upset' and would smile and give me little huglets. To this day I have no idea what the nerves were about. I always loved the ride (whatever the weather) within minutes of setting off.
If you get the jitters before a commute, you are not alone and it does pass. I'd be nervous at the thought of close passes, but once I was among the wheelnuts of artics I felt alive and happy and fearless. We (mankind) seem to be strangely wired.
It can be a right pain especially once the last part of the winter ritual is done of putting on the gloves and then you have an un-ignororable urge to visit the toilet, Jacket, Jersey,helmet, gloves, rucksack all need to be removed to free up the bloody bibs. Not sure the helmet is essential in this processs more a matter on not feelling completely relaxed on the throne with it on.. Worse still when it is merely a trickle or a touch of wind. Never really thought about it but it must be the pre-match butterflies! (possibly too much information here, so apologies in advance..)
Pre-match butterflies that is allYou can get pills for that you know
I do occasionally. It's a kind of free-floating anxiety with no obvious cause. Once I'm on the road it disppears. Just one of those things.