As a newbie of only a couple of weeks, I was wondering if its natural to get a bit scared on busy roads. I've tried to keep to country lanes but there's times it's impoissible to do and need to go on busy roads. Traffic thundering past making it difficult to hear anything other than traffic noise constantly and road rumble. Then there's buffeting from the wind as trucks and buses go past. There's times this last fortnight when I've wondered why I'm doing it, as it's obvious my vehicle is looked upon as boil on the landscape of motorised road users.
Not much fun turning left all the way home, as it would be suicide turning right![]()
Sometimes get scared, still, after 2 years riding the roads.
I'm a master of detours, know the level of traffic on my local roads at any given time of day

As you cycle more you will get more confident. Turning right can be a challenge in fast traffic, try crossing on foot.
Also try riding the same streets very early in the morning or late at night. Gives you a feel for the road position you should be in.
I did my first right turn downhill on a double carriageway at 5am!
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