ok, in which case I apologise for calling you a sofab!
This thread did seem to me - a relative newcomer to the forum as a load of jealous types, so if thats wrong, again apologies.
No worries... I've been called a lot worse
I know you say you're new to CC, but if you're looking for somewhere where everyone gets on and we all take it in turns to politely agree with the OP then you're in the wrong place. Like any forum we're a total cross section of society and every view (including jealousy) will be represented somewhere along the line and there are going to be differences of opinion. That's what these discussions are all about. Get your point across if you don't agree with something, but try not to be too abusive if you can help it.
There is an incredible depth of knowledge in these parts too, and I learn something new every day when I log in. It's an invaluable resource and I hope you come to appreciate it as much as I do.
I'm lucky in that I can afford nice gear (though I wont be spending that amount) but I know at 50, with a back operation recently recovered from, shot knees, and probably overweight (100kg) and tall (6'3") I'm never going to win any races or justify buying a 3k bike in terms of getting the performance out of it, But then again I've worked damned hard for 30 years so I'm going to bloody buy one :-), oh and I'll probably put a triple on the front to make sure I can get up the hills too!
IMO that's a great attitude. I know how much more motivated I'd be to get out and ride if I had a £3k bike in the garage because between my two bikes I get a jolt of excitement if I know I'm on the carbon rather than the commuter. Injuries and fitness don't matter, you certainly don't have anything to prove. I get as much enjoyment at seeing myself improve i.e. beating myself than I do at beating somebody else. Just get out there and ride, and enjoy it.