I hate with all my being small talk.I am ok talking about cycling or football mainly Leeds.But my social circle is either my many work mates,about 10-14 of them once a month and i can talk with them. we worked together since 1983 when i went indoors and left the streets my other group is church,and we have some very clever people and my lack of education shows up,so i talk about diy and gardening,but i really am useless in social circles.