absolutely you start to think more about it, maybe its a sign of growing older, but I know it has affected me when someone you know is killed out cycling,and its quite scary sometimes to be sat on a bike with drivers giving you absolutely no room, and thinking is this it, is this how I go when you hear the next vehicle approach ?
I saw something earlier this week about how drivers dont intentionally set out to harm cyclists, and its just all an accident if they do because theyre really just nice people ultimately, and I thought no I completely disagree with that, its a choice they make behind the wheel of a car to drive they way they do, that does harm me, even if they dont physically hit me with their vehicle (and Ive encountered that twice in the past couple of months), simply by not giving the room, or having the patience to cope with a cyclist on the road, that harms me.
like its interesting Ive not been that keen to go on a ride this weekend at all, did a few miles yesterday which were ok but my heart wasnt it, because its the first real sun of the year, school holidays, I live in area near the coast and I know whats everyone going to be doing, driving or riding their motorbikes to the coast, fast, and theyll probably be hot and bothered and desperate to get their as quick as they can on narrow roads. yeah not really interested in sharing the roads with that kind of traffic mix, because it will be an unpleasant experience for me , that absolutely could turn into something far worse.