I keep looking at my bike and thinking, why won't you go as fast as last year, or the year before that. Truth is, I look in the mirror and see an oversized stomach from the Christmas excesses, and since I really got into cycling and dare I say it, relatively fit, time has passed. I've been on a mission to ride since 2008 when I turned 40.
Last year I managed about 4600 miles, and about 150,000 feet of climbing, but my best speeds and best times seem to be a thing of the past.
At my best I can average 18 mph for 18 miles and a 1000ft of climbing (in the summer), but lately, with cold, rain, wet roads, motivation and added weight, i'm lucky to top 16.5mph average with reliably slower climb times. Of course this is a Strava obsessive talking, (a Stravassole). I don't aim for KOMs as I realise I am way off the mark, but I like to be up the table, and not down it.
I do a mixture of commuting and leisure rides. The fact is, I do need to lose some weight and my motivation to ride is 100%, but we all need rewards for our efforts. My one reward is that I had a blood pressure check recently, and the reading was identical to one taken 5 years before hand - nursey was quite impressed!
Thing is, I need a goal, I need to see continuous improvement, I want to reach new heights, and I want to be better!
I've done enough Charity rides to write a book, so i'm not planning anymore this year.
I do have the chance of riding in Lanzarote this year, which will be ace!
But seriously, I've got myself in a right old silly state about cycling.