Off out on the bike this morning,rain,wind and not a nice day to be on the bike but i was determined to get out.Did'nt have a route in mind,was thinking of 30 ish miles as it was'nt pleasant at all out so just looked ahead and peddaled.After 20 or so miles i decided today was the day to hit my first half century,i was absolutely determined.After getting a bit lost i finally found familiar surroundings,going well up to 30 ish miles,still windy and raining and boom,i bonked.stopped for 10 mins,had a drink from my bottle,let my numb feet get some feeling back then i was off again.However the going was difficult now as i just could'nt find the energy.The thought of coffee and toast and jam would'nt leave my mind but i did'nt pass any food stops that were open.So looking at the computer i thought if i headed for home i would be very close to the 50 miles i so yearned to reach.44 miles and my feet were drenched,freezing and very painful,i was in a head wind and struggling to turn the pedals up a hill,at 48.3 miles i came to my front gate and just could'nt go any further...................But the toast and coffee was luvvvvverly. So i feel a bit cheated by the weather but still at least i got out on the bike.