Well it's Dads funeral this Tuesday at 3.30pm. The funeral directors have told us that Dads ready now, he's got his suit on, all the arrangements are done and it's going to happen whether I'm ready or not, I'm definitely not as it goes.
I know there are generally no rules for grieving but I do hope I can maintain some dignity on Tuesday. I had a massive moment on Friday night, which I guess I needed as I'd been surprisingly calmish since Dad died, so hopefully I can be strong for my Mum and we'll get through it and give Dad the send off he rightly deserves.
Thanks for all the kind messages and whatever your religious dealings may be, if you do have a moment please keep us in your thoughts on Tuesday.